Monday, April 19, 2010

I would give all material possessions to hear you utter my name breathlessly the way you once did. I would give my life for you despite your apparent forgetting of my existence. I would cross creaky bridges, swim through dark, uncharted waters, brave blistering colds, and the driest of deserts to get to you if you even thought you needed me, remembered me, missed me. I would take bullets and stab wounds and repeated hits to the face to have you back. I love you like I've never loved another human being. You tore away from me and I'm bleeding these words now because everything else is gone. You have left me, my innards are dry and I am aching, I am aching to be remembered, recalled, reopened. Reopen me and fill me up again please, I am begging you. Anything I ever did wrong, it can't compare to the amount I'm willing to do right to make it up to you. I know we fought, I know we screamed like we wanted the world to hear us, but I am screaming to you now, and I need you more than I need to breathe, so I am begging you, bring me back. Fill me up. Let me love you. Love me. Make me whole, be with me, kiss me, touch me, fuck me like you mean it. I mean it. I mean this. I need you. Bring us back, because this love is sucking me dry and I need you to keep filling me up.

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