I'm inherently in love with the idea of you,
but there's this inherent fear of you.
I'm running back and away from the things I know,
I know it's not right or wrong and it shows.
But every time you come to me,
I want to come times three.
And you see, my dilemma is one of sexuality.
It's a dilemma of immorality,
My conscience kicked in, naturally.
All my friends keep warning me,
but I can't even think about what any of it means.
Layin' awake at night having crazy dreams,
I feel like falling apart at the seams.
I know I'm gonna end up going with my gut feeling,
I just hope I'm not doing the wrong thing..