You

I don't wanna love you,
I don't wanna look at you.
I don't wanna touch you.
I just wanna lose you.
And I know I never had you,
and I know you didn't want to.
And I wish I hadn't let you,
We just wanted it too soon.
Broken into tiny pieces,
fractured dreams, we release them.
Relinquish all power, all triumph, all glory,
I am not yours, you're just part of the story,
Page after page I grow nearer to the real and true,
and something in the words tells me it isn't you.
And you can tell it too,
so what's a girl to do?
When every time I do me,
I come back, to you...